Halfways

I just realise I type plenty of entries halfway and do not bother completing them.

Therefore, the posts that DO get published are the chock-filled with picture ones which require minimal brain power and proficiency.

Not exactly mind boggling why my English has deteriorated in an appalling manner.

I can't even spell simple words properly, it takes me forever to construct a simple sentence that used to flow just like that.

I think its time I did something about it and write more intellectually stimulating word-y posts instead of the usual camwhore stuff.

And please, feel free to correct my abysmal English whenever.

*pulls face*

Pimping, an exception.

I don't usually pimp people on my blog but this haS got to be an exclusion because it is
ROHAN.
Everyone who knows Rohan should know how pariah he is in real life.

Imagine him on the bloggersphere.

His Website?
www.weimangkuk.blogspot.com*click*


If you know Rohan, you'll just die laughing.
Trust me.

Things.

Although I have NOT updated my IC to a MYKAD, I finally renewed my passport.

I went at 10am and the service was surprisingly fast and good today.

The best thing? I get to collect my passport tomorrow!
Excellent! :D

Plus I got it done at half the price because I had my Bristol offer letter and all students studying overseas get to have their passports done at half price! :D

I didn't really sleep the night before so I went to Starbucks to get some "Keep-Me-Awake-Frappachino"

Well, guess who I saw?

YinHo and Aaven were at Mags Cafe.

where YinHo painstakingly folded three adorable paper hats.
*This is what HELP students do for entertainment*

"Oi! Don't take pictures lah! Later you post in your blog how? Must pay royalty okay?"

Sorry lah Aaven... These pictures are too priceless not to post :D

" I'm Sun Wu Kong! (Monkey God) Whee!!"

Yin Ho also lovingly made paperhats for some other people at Mags Cafe.

When everyone had their hats, YinHo decided that he needed something to stand out. Therefore, he added...

horns. :p

As I mentioned, the service was marvellous and eventhough I had to go home to take my birth certificate *because I haven't changed my IC*

I got everything settled by around 12.30.

Well, I felt like pasta *since when Don'T I feel like pasta? :p*

so it was Souled Out for lunch!

Scrumptious food,

Although a little TOO overloaded with oil and cheese and a little too fattening for my already plumpish self.

Yumm : ))

For the record,

I was at Maison last Saturday.

It was pretty layan.

The atmosphere and the music were pumping.

The only thing lacking was a good crowd, but then again, if you go with a sporting bunch of people who wouldn't mind getting down and dirty on the dance floor, that doesn't really matter anymore. ;)

I also hear DJGoldfish is going to be spinning at Maison from September onwards on Thursdays.

I like, I like. :D

I also met the most fantastic drinker who doesn't look like one.

Meet Ms Cheryl Teh.

She looks FREAKING sweet and innocent,

has a voice that can rival pickachu's ...

*can challenge Ming Shen weh! :p*

But gosh...

You don't want to mess with her when it comes to drinking.

She had around 4 shots of Sex On The Beach

some other weird concoction of I-don't-know-whats and as icing on the cake,

She freaking DOWNED this WHOLE BIG GLASS of Long Island Tea.

The glass was humongous!

The best part of it all?

Cheryl wasn't even high. -_-

*Respect.*

Madison Flynt, BrokenScar and the Whore Bassist.

I had dinner with Kevin BrokenScar, Alda I'm-A-Whore Tan and Jia Meei at Pizza Uno today.

Good to be reminded how good the food is : )

Alda and Kevin have a love-hate relationship.

After dinner, I was superrrrr tired and felt like going home but the party animals convinced me to go to Laundry.


The band for the night,
Madison Flynt.
They're a band from Denmark..


They played Britney's Hit Me Baby One More Time,
in hard rock.



Because I dig drummers ;)

Uncle Kevin BrokenScar with Baby Ashley who was there to watch the gig.
: ) damn cute can dieee!

I think Alda looks like Mashimaroo : )

Sweetheart JiaMeei and I.

Kevin BrokenScar,Sherve,JiaMeei.

Jocelyn and I.

Alda is wearing Kevin's specs.

The KinkyBlueFairy joined us for a while.

Kevin was the pimp of the night.

By the way,
I was thinking of getting glasses like Kevin's.

Me with Kev's glaasses on.

What say you?

Everyone Is Leavingg... :(

Wednesday night, I had the privilege to crash in on Pui Ee and Tse Kai's farewell at Laundry.
*I got to hang out with the further math gang! woohoo! :D:D:D*


Harold-is-leaving-for-Manchester-Metropolitan picked me.

His outfit damn pariah right :p

What I wore..

My top is actually a skirt, I bought the flower pin and added a piece of string and WALAH!

Instant Halter Top ;)

The Further Math Geniuses who graced me with their presence. ;)
ALL of them are leaving somewhere overseas, sometime soon.

Pui Ee HAS lest for Singapore and Nikki is going to Princeton 0_O on FULL scholarship.
Princeton is the #1 Uni in US, even higher ranked than Harvard! *respect*

Tse Kai is leaving for Canada.

Pui Ee with Honeysha.. who is also leaving somewhere...I'm not sure exactly where though :p

Jer is leaving to Warwick, UK to study MOOSE. :D

The two too smart Further Math genuises.

"twoo too twoo tooo" *chants to self.*

Oh, oh, oh!
You'll never guess who... or WHAT I bumped into...

Bloggers Gathering!!!
:D

My gosh, cameras were EVERYWHERE.

Big high techy cameras,
Sleek superthin sexy ones..
Even a modified infra-red pick-up-chick camera 0_o


Bloggers are the worst cam-whores...
Ever. :p

Angelic Kel-Li and I

Cheryl-is-SimplE

My Darling Bryan Chin who is distantly related to BryanBoy ;p

Evelyn-gets-called-Eeflin by the Stella wtf'ers

His name is AR-THURRRR ;)

All Bloggers love one another...

Ivan and Smashpop have HUGE, HUGEEEEEEEEE, GiganTIC, COLOSSAL, HumongouS....
Cameras. ;)

*smashpop's is bigger ;p*


Slink, slink, slink, slinkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!

Last but not least,

because I have a fetish for *ehem* hot bartenders....

Zoomed picture of Laundry bartender Joash. Dang.. I feel like a stalker -_-

:D

SALE

I will be selling my clothes and accessories here, soon.

Anything posted here for sale will only remain on my blog for ONE WEEK.

Subsequently, items will be transferred to SelltradeKL if no one bids for them here.

Watch out for this space because my stuff will only be here for a limited time and YOU guys get the first pick. ;)

Bartending 101

Spent the night with my best friend, Ms Elaine Heung.

As per usual, she drove and I camwhored. :D
We went to The Loft on Asian Heritage Row for some bartending competition.


Bartenders are good jugglers...


By the way, Keith from Laundry won the competition...

*Eye candy for those chicks who dig Keith!*

Elaine and Kevin

Elaine,Rohan and I

Elaine and I

Rohan,Elaine,Syahwul,Gary

Plus the me.

Lalallalaaaaa 0:)

Then I went home..
I need to clean my room...
I can't seem to find my other silver earrings : (

Camhocamhocamho :D

Just Musing.

The best feeling I had today was the moment I stepped into my 20 degrees cold air conditioned room, my skin red from the scalding hot shower I took with chilly air enveloping me, evaporating the clinging water droplets.

If only I could combine all the euphoria in the world and stuff it into a teeny weeny tablet.
Wouldn't it be nice? Knowing that you would never get TOO sad because once you do, all you had to do was take that little pill and pop it?
*hmm.. well.. come to think about it, maybe euphoria in a pill haS been invented... and goes by the name Ecstasy. :D*

Right now, the familiar feeling of emptiness engulfs me once more and I have to say, I'm getting pretty sick of it.

Do yoU ever feel empty? Or am I the odd one out to be feeling this way?

I always brush it away but it comes back again and again, each bout of this vacantness worse than the last.

I think its about time I try pinpoint the cause... before the void gets too big and swallows me whole.

**I am not emo-ing, just wondering what causes this emptiness.. please do not ask me why I am sad or whatsoever because I am not. If you can, try suggest what yoU think I'm feeling empty about.
Maybe you can spot what I myself cannot understand.

*loves*

My First Time. ;)

I am no longer nocturnal.

I just hardly even sleep anymore and am reverting back to my insomniac-phase.

This is SO bad.
The last time I suffered from insomnia, I got freaking depressed from the lack of sleep and its side effects. : (


University applications are stressing the hell out of me.

Its sad that I had to get lousy results but to top it off, I have to be dragged through hell and back desperately calling several UK Unis and institutions a day grovelling for a place to study.

Bah. : /


You lose your dignity, get down on both knees, cry your heart out and plead your case but the person on the other end of the phone remains cold and firm.

Mahai...
worst than pleading an ex to take you back okay...
At least the ex shows some feelings and might even give in -_"


Lucky I don't have to ring up most of the Unis as mommy is doing that for me :D

I just rang up, like... 2 Unis 0:p


But still damn stress ok!


On another note,

my first attempt at making something from scratch!


I made............


Pancakes!
Pandan Pancakes.

Okayyy okay, they look a teeny weeny weirdish but they were yummy!

I'm currently having a pancake fetish.

I wake up every morning craving for pancakes,
I spend the afternoon dreaming about pancakes and I can't finish a meal without adding pancakes to it.

Yes, I'm weird. : /


Anyone want me to make them pancakes? 0:)

***I promise you won't die from food poisoning! *beams*


***Even if you do, you aren't allowed to sue as the girl takes no responsibility for whatsoever happens to consumer of her cooking.
Eat at own risk.
Thankiu, byebye.

HengJoon's birthday BBQ

Heng Joon had a BBQ last night to celebrate his birthday.

Birthday boy, Heng Joon and I

Faisal Fuad and I

AshleyChan-got-4As, Sherve-got-none,Faisal-is-going-to-Japan.

ChewLing,Ashley,PekYing,Sherve,Joule.

ChewLing,Ashley,Joon,PekYing,Sherve.
My pose damn noob. 0_O

I need to go back to camwhore schoooool :p

Heng Joon-is-depressed-cos-so-few-people-commented-on-his-strip-dance. :p

The Sherve.
Excuse my eyes.

I have been fidgeting around with my CanonPowershot A540 since I hate manuals.

Look what I succeeded in doing!

*These photos are NOT photoshopped as I do not even HAVE photoshop. They are 100% pure Canon Powershot A540 snaps. : )*

Most people have this perception that I love being in front of cameras.

Well, I admit.

I ADORE cameras and I always have but I don't like them simply because I can use them to take narcissistic pictures of myself.
I enjoy being behind the camera too.

In fact, I spent most of my ugly-fugly-tween-I-do-not-like-taking-photos-of-myself years being behinD the camera and even working for my aunt who owns a camera studio.

I was happily riveted with my camera yesterday,
fixatedly snapping photos and grinning like a maniac and exclaiming

"Eh! damn cool! damn cool!" to no one in particular :p

*clockwise* Mango, Fabian,WheiJin,Joon,Marcus.

Fabian and Marcus.

My friends probably thought not making the grade got to my head :p

I left at around 1am with an incessant craving for Starbuck's JavaChips Frappachino.

It was my lucky lucky day and Starbucks was still open at 1.30am!
*Apparently the Centrepoint one closes at 2 during weekends. Yay to satisfying future cravings! :D*

To top that off, I got a 30% discount off my Venti Frapp because ChewLing works at the Sunway branch :D :D :D

*gleeglee!*

Small little things that make me happy. : )

Byebye Sabrina..

My results really sucked, no wonder I didn't meet my requirements.

The subjects which I expected to get A's in because I actually HAD maintained an A in them for the past two exams,

I ended up with screwing with year end results that totally pulled my average down to a miserable B.

That's what I get for being too overconfident and lazy I guess.

I'm used to getting everything easy.

Study the minimum required and score straight A's,

fluke results that made my head grow too big for its own good and me think I could get away with all the slacking and partying.

I missed my A's by a miserable few marks,

so near yet so far.

Karma?

Such a high price I had to pay...

I prayed and asked God,

Why choose A-Levels to let me learn?

Why not SPM or PMR, when my results didn't really matter rather than my do or die A Levels which required me to perform to meet my University requirements?

It just hit me a few hours ago,

something a friend said actually.

A Levels is merely a stepping stone, your graduation certificate a piece of paper.

I'm just 19 with my whole life ahead of me.

19 still isn't too late to learn, no?

The higher you fly, the harder you fall.

God gave me the power to fly just like Icarus did with his wax wings.

However, unlike Icarus, God broke off one wing before I could reach the sun.

*Icarus flew too near the sun and his wax wings melted, causing him to fall back to Earth and die.*

I fell just hard enough to learn, not too hard to break my spirit.

For that I am thankful.

I still have University and my future career to look forward to and compensate what I did not achieve for A Levels.

Nevertheless, I still think I did not deserve the D I got for Law.

Heck, 79 out of 139 students who took Law in HELP ALevels failed and only three students got an A for it,

THREE measly students.

How fucked up is that??

I studied the hardest for Law, yet I got the lowest for it.

In fact, many of my friends worked their ass off for Law and got an "ungraded"

*which is worst than a fail*

In Law, we learn about equity.

How equitable is it though,that someone can study so hard and yet achieve the same score as another who hardly even put in any effort?

How justified, that someone who writes three pages long essays get the equivalent to someone who barely makes a scribble on their Law paper and leaves within an hour? *law paper is 3 hours long*

**I'm not blaiming people who left early, I blame the Edexcel board and the people who graded our law paper**

*rant*rant*rant*and rants some more*

I'm sorry, I haD to get that out of my system, I don't usually write long word posts and I'm sure you guys are bored already, so...

Another one of my friend, leaving.

Sabrina Chan Hua Hua is going off to Boston on Sunday and she had a Barbeque at her place, Friday night.

Mazzy, Sofia, Me, Hanaa, Wen Ni, Aina, Nabila

I was surprisingly chilled on Friday, getting my results.

I guess optimism is just one of my strong points :D

That, or my tendency to not bother.

Mazz,Sof,Hanaa,Sherve,Paulynn,WenNi,Aina,Bils,Sabrina.

Mommy was a dear because she knew how upset I was about my results and called the UK universities for me while I was out partying, pretending to be me.

"Hello...This is Sher Vin... I would like to enquire if I can appeal..."

*mom in her fake Sherve voice*

Quite shy to admit also lah heehee :p

*and the Unis were probably thinking why I sounded so old :D*

Well, I STILL cry when I think about how I did not deserve my D in Law and how I missed my A's by a few meager marks.

*Although the sobbing has been reduced to tearing, only Mommy experienced*

I did noT want to start bawling my heart out to some unknown telephone person okay.

Bil,Sherve,Maz

Bil and I

JohnLim-the-cheerleader and I. We were playing "set-set-set, bom-bom-bom" and my ultimate favourite, 7up,7down! :D

I had tons of fun at the party and I'm glad I went instead of wallowing in self pity at home.

The Sofia who is going to Manchester and the I.

The girls and Azraai.

I swear, "the Trigger" is going to be BIG.

*syok sendiri*

*gleegleeglee!* :D:D:DAnd one more time for the camera! :D

Ps. Everyone has been UBER nice, Thank you!

I will do a more personalised Thank You really soon... wait up and check back really soon ok?

*muah.*

Thursday Night

After finding out I got rejected from Bristol,
I went downstairs to my mom, hugged her,

"Mommy... I'm not going to Bristol." *while sobbing*

"WHY??"

"I got rejected... I didn't meet the requirements mom... I didn't even get 1A and 2B's"

The whole time, I was thinking...
Wow, this is the first time I've hugged my mom since I was little.
When one door closes, windows open.

Call me an idealist if you want to but I've decided to take this all in stride,
collect my results in about 2 hours time and then weigh my other options.

Well, I DID already bawl my eyes out... what else can I do?

No use crying over spilt milk.
*har har... funny I should remember the proverb after crying at home, at a petrol station, in front of Italiannies and on a highway -_"*Before checking my UCAS, I had initial plans to go to Laundry, Curve.

I didn't really want to stay at home to mourn and dwell so I went ahead with the arrangement, puffy eyes and all. ;)

ThiathiaOng and I *thanks babe for the moral support etc ;)*

Mr.Waiter KevinLaundry's 2nd Last day working.

Go to Laundry on Friday night and tip him because it'll be your last chance to do so!
:p

yes lah... I'm red... as always. :p

I met Joyce the Kinkybluefairy!

She's smalllllllll.. I look farking fat next to her weh.. -_"

PaulTan-the-femes-car-blogger drank with me! :DPaulTan Petrina and I.Joni, Carblogwhore, Petrina and Sherve.

Azam's girlfriend, Daywee was there too.

She's UBER cool and friendly weh..

Thia,Daywee and I.
Also, happening-blogger-chick-Kel-Li!

My top that night was pretty revealing at the boob area and I did not have any body tape so I tried double sided tape.

DO NOT EVER attempt to use double sided tape as body tape!!!!!!

It didn't even last an hour and worst of all, it looks like I stuffed my boobs with plastic in the picture above -_"

tiu...
Lucky can cut.. : /

Sherve.Albert-does-infrared-pictures.Cynthia

Last but not least,

Before I go get ready for results,

thank you all of you who listened to me emo, commented/adviced and even called.

A friend even called all the way from Sydney. *thanks : ), you rock.*

Thanks Thia, for teman-ing me eventhough you weren't really in the mood. I heart you woman. : )

What totally made my day though, were these....

Acquired in the middle of the night from God knows where.

Thank yoU.

: )

*muah*.

I did not get Bristol.

Haha.

I want to die.

DJ-ians... You HAVE to watch this.
You'll never guess who I saw on YouTube... stripdancing :D

Italiannies.

Sherve is currently listening to:

-Pink, Who Knew.
*click play to listen*
*mahai... the song damn emo :S*



Three weeks ago, Italiannies introduced their all-you-can-eat-refillable-pasta-promo.

You can choose any pasta, any sauce and any topping you like for RM19.90++ and refill it as many times as you like!

Perfect for me since I AM a pasta freak. :D

On the first and second week, I couldn't make it because I was working. *bummer : (*


I'm SO happy I got to have it this Wednesday.
*gleegleegleeeee*

Well, the original plan was to go with Ms. StephaineTee and Ms. AshleyChan.

However, guess who I saw when I was walking to Italiannies?

Sehen-O, MichelleRen and JimtheBean!

They originally wanted to go to Friday's but I convinced them that Italiannies was so much more value for money.

Poor JimtheBean though... he's been having Italiannies pasta for 3 Wednesdays in a row, since the promotion started.

:p

JimtheBean and ShervethePerve

Oh well, I don't care...pasta rocks. :D

I was seriously contemplating whether I should or should noT post pictures of today because I look horribly sick, with pale lips and puffy eyes. *effects from not getting enough oink time.. or it MIGHT be my camera.. too many megapixels ahh.. too clear edi :X*

*clockwise from right*Michelle,Stephaine,Ashley,Sherve,Sehen,Jim.

I posted them in the end though.

I only ate 2 plates of pasta.

Wanted to get a third plate but we already paid for our bill. bleah : (

Stephaine and I

Speaking of refillable food,

A friend of mine told me a few days ago that McD fries are now refillable.

"WHATT!! They aRE???"

"Yeah lah. You didn't know?"

I went ahead and told a few people.

"Eh! McD fries now refillable you know!"

"Sure or not -_" "

"Wait... I call to reconfirm."

Turns out that "friend" was pulling my leg.

Tiuu...... lucky I didn't go ask any McD servers to refill my fries sammore : S

I am not gullible I am not gullible I am not gullible I am not gullible.

Michelle Ren and I posing. :D
Mmm trigger..

Pose with drinks and olive oil! :X
I look damn yuck can die. :S

Picture perfect. : )

Michelle.Stephaine.Ashley.Sherve.
Good versus Evil.
0: )We is spastic pose.
Yum yum yum yum yum! :D

The best friend-who is working at Italiannies and I, all the more reason to go to Italiannies : ))

I had a greatttttt lunch and am definately coming back next week for more pasta. :D

Join me?

: )

Today is Wednesday.

Wednesday is significant because it is separated from Friday by Thursday.

Friday, on the other hand, is extremely momentous because that is the day I get my results,
the outcome of whatever effort I did *or did not* put in for my finals.


Call me weird or crazy but I'm pretty much looking forward to judgement day.

Right now, I'm standing in the middle of a balancing scale and totally unsure of which side I should step on.

My results are going to determine the next step I take,
either to stay firm in home sweet home Malaysia or to tread unfamiliar ground and head off to UK to further my studies.

A part of me is hoping that I screw up and not get to go to UK.

When I make a new friend, I think
"I shouldn't get too close.. I'm leaving, what's the point?"

A hot guy catches my eye and I feel the familiar tug of
"Dang... why didn't I meet him earlier on?"

However, I know my prerogative lies in the United Kingdom along with my law degree.

I'll make friends there, I will definately meet new hot *ter* guys.

My best friends will also be there along with me.

I am going to miss the rest of you guys though. *sob,sob*

The people I did not have a chance to get *as* close,

The ones I diD get close to but have to leave behind.

My little brobro whom I adore,

Homecooked food,

Family...


Life goes on though and I eventually will have to let go of mommy's apron strings and beloved Malaysia.

I just might have to do all that in 1 month though.. and I don't feel ready at all.

I need my mommyyy : (

Like always, I end my "going away" doubts wishing that I could live in Never, Everland, where fairies, mermaids and pirates roam free and we never had to grow up.

And at times like this, I layan my inner child. : )

This time, I played with a toy gun I found lying in front of me.

This one probably came from those 30 cent junk food packet with corn puffs.

It is utterly adorable!

You pull the rubberband back and release it by pulling the trigger.

The gun makes the cutest *ploop*ploop!* noise when you do.

*gleeglee!*

"I am macho because I have a gun and you don't. Nyeh nyeh! :p"

Toodles people!

Today, Albert sent me the pictures we took a longg longg time ago *around one week =p* at the Jazz Fest, Mont Kiara.

My hair looks weird. 0_o

And also the pictures he took during Moonshine, Laundry.

Albert/Arthur,Me,Emilie.

Albert and I.

Pics from

his extra cun infrared camera *which he uses to pick up chicks*

Evelyn, Thiathia and I.

Oh, I went shopping again today and I got these pair of shoes from Charmaine..

A freaking awesome bargain because they were on 80% discount and I got them for 30 bucks! :D

Happiness!! :) :)

I snapped those two pictures of the shoes with my new A540.

I'm still playing around with it since I hate reading manuals.

In fact, I took it out to dinner with me last night.

CK and I @ Souled Out.

Hey... I only took this pic to test out my camera okay :p

Promise!

*crosses fingers*

I have yet to find the perfect adjustments for the perfect picture..

I guess I'll just have to work on it and camwhore more :D

Chap Picture

These are some of the Moonshine pictures taken last Thursday @ Laundry.

Unfortunately, I have to resort to picking other people's pictures because at that moment,
Sherve DID NOT have a camera.


I got my A540 already though!
*gleeglee :D*

No more chap-ing ppls pics!
Whee! :D
From AshleyChan's blog*click* From TanWenNi *click!*

Yet Another Bimbo Post

I went shopping at Bangsar with Nabila, Mazzy and Sabrina...

and bought more accessories. -_-

Check out my new earrings.

I likee!!!

These are from Gossip, this new boutique at Bangsar which opened two months ago.

I also bought a new necklace that I totally adore!

My new "charm necklace".This one is from Forever21 and I paired it with my "bling-bling cross" for the layered look.

My favourite buy was this pair of pumps from Shoes, shoes, shoes.

Pink patent pumps with kitten heels!!

So cute can die go to heaven! :D

The box they came in was uber cute itself.

The box even comes with a long sling handle so you can drape it over your shoulder like a bag.

SHO shutE! :D
Love love love love love my new pumps!!!!

They give me blisters though so I can't wear them as often as I like.

:S

The store itself is fantastic and ideal for shoe lovers.

They have TONS of nice shoes with crazy tall heels.

A bit pricey but the quality of the shoes are good.

Go check it out!

Til my next shopping spree, I've SO got to practice abstinance.

I spent 400 bucks in one day alone which is already more than my freaking paycheque.

I think I should continue working...

That way, I don't shop and spend less..

HMmmM.

Sherve Muses.

"
"How does one go about abandoning the story one was told?"

"By repeating it in meticulous detail. And as we tell our story, we say goodbye to what we were and, as you'll see as you try, we create a space for a new, unknown world. We repeat the old story over and over until it is no longer important to us."
"
-The Zahir by Paulo Coelho

Once upon a time,

I was explaining the meaning of chemistry to an ex.

"Well... it doesn't only mean chemistry, CHEMISTRY as in the subject. We can also say chemistry... as the chemistry between two people, for example, you and I."

"Huh?"

"You know... physical and mental attraction creates some sort of reaction and you feel drawn to a certain person more than the other people around? When conversations with a certain someone is more fun and easier? That's chemistry...."

"I don't think we have chemistry."

"Why not?"

"We have chemistry, biology and physics as well.. : )"

I don't know why I still remember this particular conversation so well seeing that I can't even clearly remember how that particular ex looked like.

The story isn't even a "part of me" anymore.

I don't get the warm fuzzy feeling inside of a person in love;
nor am I bitter over the breakup.

Its just become a story.
Just like the ones I read in books.

You go "awww" during the mushy parts but you don't feel any further than that.

I guess that is what repeating something that happened does though.

You change it from a memory into a story,
one that not only you, but also others can repeat.

It becomes, not unspecial..
Just not as intimate as it once used to be.

xxxxxxx

Anyway, here are some random pictures of my Topshop buddies
*yeah.. I'm still hung up :p*

EngHui,Melissa,Kiddir.

Kita semua di Breakers because it was Melissa's last day.

She's the one in the centre and you won't believe how many guys have been asking me about her since I started working at Topshop.

EngHui and I.
I have not foosed in 123456789 years, I swear.

Melissa, Arusha, Eng Hui and I.


Arusha,Sherve,Mel.

I look weirddddddddd *flaps arms*

I'll go clockwise starting 12 o'clock aits?
EngHui, Kid, Arusha, Jay, Moi, Low, Harold and Melissa.

And no, Harold does NOT work at Topshop..
He was just present because of unreportable circumstances 0:)


Kidd,EngHui,Melissa,Harold,Me,Low,Arusha.


We all camwhore at Topshop.
Jay,Lily,Mel,Kidd and I.

The glitch.

Unfortunately, the joy of getting my new camera had to be cut short.

There is good news and bad news.

The bad news is...

I have to send my camera back! : (


The good news....

I get a new better more advanced *also more expensive :D* version of my camera...

The Canon PowerShot A540.

*gleegleegleegleeglee*


Well, what happened was I realised the model of my camera did not coincide with the model on the box when I blogged about my new camera.

I checked the warranty card and it said Canon Powershot A540.

Not wanting to jump to any conclusions, I decided to Yahoo up both the models and told my mom about it when I got home from work.


The freaking wholesaler changed the camera!!!

So unethical yea?

> : (

All's Well Ends Well though..
I get a new camera *whee!* with higher resolution anD a larger screen...
*plus a whole lot of minuscale details you can read about here *click!*

I'm pretty impressed.
Now all I have to do is to supress my camwhoring needs another few weeks until I get my A540.


Stupid wholesaler. : /

My Last Day At Topshoppe.

Sherve is currently listening to:

-Together Again by Janet Jackson.
*click play to listen!*

I already feel like my life is pointless and I quit just a few hours ago.

I am SO gonna be a workaholic next time. -_-


I don't want to continue working at Topshop because the job there sucks.
They pay peanuts and expect 101%.

Jun Chin started working at AX a few days *7 to be exact* after I started at Topshop and her pay was like almost 3 times of mine!

Too much man...
I'm not supposed to reveal my paycheque but I can assure you,
What I earned after 10 days of work at Topshop is what I can earn after working 2 days for some event.

Damn suck ok.

The manager is a freaking bitch too.
Bleah : S

However the other people working there are the bomb! :D

There is this guy who loves camwhoring even MORE than I do.

He's the one person I talk the most with during work too..

His name is Euzir but I go "EEWWWW zir!"

Thats probably why he asked us to call him Jay.

Once after my break, I came back and couldn't find Jay.

I turned and asked my other colleague Lily

"Eh... Jay ciao edi ah?"

I realised what I said and started laughing.

Jay ciao... Jay Chao.

hurhurhur :D

Ok lah... I realise its not very funny. I just damn syok sendiri. Cannot issit XD

Yes, like I said.. he loves camwhoring...

Thats why I have so many pictures with him.

He took all these with his camera since mine died.

The guy on my right is Samier..

Apparently, he's the "straightest" full timer at Topshoppe.

*you'll understand when you meet the rest of the...uhh... guys :p*

I desperately had to use the toilet today..

"Samier!! I have to go to the toilet! May I?? Pleaseeeeee?! : S"

Samier points to the changing room

"Use there lah... I give you permission since today is your last day"

*Miss do you need a bikini to wipe everything up?" pipes Jay.

"tiuuu.."

*refer to this post *click* if you don't know what I'm talking about*

I'm going to miss Topshoppe.

The Stork Dropped by.

I am a very very very extremely happy girl because I received a package this morning.

Well... actually....
It was MY package but littlesis tore it open before I even woke up. -_"

But I pasted it back just to give you guys a blow by blow account of what happened...

*nice leh? :p*

and also because I love packages :D

*who doesn't? :p*


Packages usually mean...... PRESENTS!



Guess what it was?


Guess.......


Guess...........


Guesssssss..................




Well..............


Remember my old camera died?


Mommy sent it back to my aunt so that it could be repaired.

My aunt decided that I had the camera for a little too long and sent me a NEW camera!

Say hello to my baby :D

Canon PowerShot A530.

I just checked out Smashpop.net and I see he's got a new camera too.

Mine is nothing compared to his but after being a camera-less girl for around a month,

this is like finding an oasis in the desert.

Yayy!!!!!!! Camwhore sessions can recommence once more...

Hello world! :D

*ps. the girl is looking tOO horrible to take any "first-camwhore" shots with her new toy so you guys shall have to settle with pictures of cameras :D*

Earrings makes the world go round... and round... and round :D

Warning to guys: Just look at the pictures... this is a farking bimbotic post :p


Some girls are shoe obssesed, some girls are more into bags *like... cough... Wen cough Ni..*

Me?

I'll have to say I'm more of an earring person.

Not just any earrings though.

HUGE HUGE HUGE ones *grins maniacally*


Unfortunately for me,
my darling skin also had t be hypoallergitic *or whatever that word was :p*

so it practically kills me everytime I wear huge earrings.

When I take my earrings out, my ears bleed like fark and my piercing gets infected,
yadayadayada...

Long story short, that is the reason I hardly wear earrings.

I either wear HUGE ASSED ones or none at all to allow my piercing to "rest".


Last month, I found a lovely, lovely place that sells one-of-a-kind HUGE, SUPER HUGE earrings and I almost died and went to heaven. :D

If you want to know where it is, ask me personally.

I'm selfish and I don't want to publish it here because that store only stocks one of a kind earrings.

Each pair is special and even if they do have anothert pair in the same design, it wouldn't be in the same colour.

It would

KILL.

ME.

if someone bought a pair which I adore before I can even squeal

"This pair is so hottttttt!!!!!!!!!!!"

I am very territorial over my earrings.

Cannot issit. :p

Check out the earrings I bought so far from my-new-favourite-earring-store.

These are the ones I wore for the last ALevelsBall.

They might not look mighty attractive here but trust me,

they definitely DO have PHWOAR effect.

Especially the way the green sequins flash and shine which really complements black/brown hair. Damn sexy can die! :D

It is also my new favourite store because I have been searching for affordable turquoise earrings EVERYWHERE and guess where I find my new sayangs?

Yeap,

my-new-favourite-earring-place! :D

Nice lehh??

I'm very very very in love with my new sayangs right now.

I also have another pair from my-new-favourite-earring-place.

Now, this pair was a gift from someone.

I was complaining before ALevelsBall that I did not have earrings to match my dress which was black with silver lining and my shoes which were blue.

That someone surprised me with this pair of earrings.

Silver to match my dress and blue to match my shoes.

Eventhough I ended up wearing my first pair, it still iS the thought that counts.

Thanks, you. : )

Since I AM already on the topic,

these are a few accessories I bought because I couldn't stand staring at accessories and not buying them while I was on duty at Topshoppe. :X

I know....

Very unlike me to get studs yes?

The last time I wore studs was in high school...

because we were FORCED to wear studs.

But variation is always the key...

Now I'm pretty hooked on the white studs. : )

I also got this bangle because it was retailing at 50%.

So now I have the same plastic bangle in white, black and red.

Joy to the world! :D

Subsequently,

I have also been shopping at Axxez and these are what I bought from there.

I bought another different pair in red, orange and yellow but they broke within a day and I sent it back for repair.

Come to think about it,

it has been at leasT 2 weeks since I sent it in and they still have NOT contacted me.

I strongly do NOT recommend Axxezz accessories eventhough they ARE droolistic because they are so flimsy.

the workmanship is really bad and their stuff break easily.

Very, very unworth the price you pay.

I should know because 95% of the Axxezz stuff I have bought so far is broken and unusable.

Not happy. : (

Still much, much more in adoration of my-new-favourite-earring-place.

*beams*

Thank you for listening to my bimbo talk.

*bows*

*applause*

Thankiu! Come again!

*gleegleeglee*

Freaked Out, Confused and a teeny bit pissed off.

I'm currently into coloured eyeliners.

My now-NOW favourite is this blue-ish eyeliner from MAC.

love it so much cos it doesn't smear.

:D

I don't go crazy and cover my WHOLE eye area though...
moderation is always the key : )

I'm loving the overall look which you can't see in pictures but it IS noticable in real life.

And I'm not syok-ing sendiri either because my brother noticed it and he NEVER notices my makeup.

Alright...
The truth was, my brother commented
"Wah che.. your makeup damn kau weh..."

but that isn't the point.
The point was, he noticed my makeup, so there. :p


By the way,
the freakiest thing EVA happened today at Topshop.

A lady who looked like she was in her late 20's peed in the fitting room.

Yeap, you read it right.

She took a piss in the female changing room.

As you can see from the blurry photograph above,

the newspapers were put there by my supervisor to soak up the pee *eew*

the black thinggamajiggie is a Topshop bikini she used to soaK up HER pee and the pink and white scruched up "something" are the tissues she used.

It was SO disgusting.

It smelled terrible and the tissues were a putrid yellow.


The worst thing is,
she had the guts to claim that it wasn't her and she only noticed the pee

"after I took off my sandals to try my bikini."

Like helloooo woman..
Puddles of water and yellow soaked tissues are so common in changing rooms that you did noT notice them?

She was SO obviously lying.
Freak. >.<

She was also SO thick faced that she came back AGAIN to try another bikini.

Before she went in, she joked

"Wah.. you guys allow people to pee in your changing room?"

I swear.

Cocky can die.

I could not tahan so I purposely said loudly to my colleague.

"My god... I wonder who has the audicity to pee in a changing room."

The woman started laughing from inside the fitting room she was in. Laughing a deep scary witch-like giggle.

I was disgusted before, but after hearing her giggle I suddenly got goosebumps and could not stand another second in the changing room.

*which usually, as everyone knows, iS my favourite place :p*


I'm a believer of jampi-jampi or curses *malay*.
and I am NOT discriminating...
I said malay because that woman IS malay.

Human excrement is considered a strong ingredient if you want to cast a spell.

A while after the incident,
my colleague who was originally doing fitting room duty came back from her break not knowing about the whole fitting room drama suddenly said to me

"Eh... I feel damn dizzy in the fitting room weh...
and what iS that smell???!"

Call me superstitious but check out how blurry the pictures came out.

Especially the photos of the changing room floor.

Take note that when I took these pics, the display on my phone showed a normal clear photo.

I saved a CRYSTAL CLEAR picture into my phone.

What are the chances that boTH pictures came out blur?

And pictures I take in Topshop's fitting room are usually VERY clear because of the abundance of bright lights.

Also pay attention to the first picture...

The top part of the photograph isn't as blur as the bottom half which is the floor where the woman pissed on.

Question to photographers who read my blog: Is this a normal phenomena in photography, or should I start freaking out?

Well, considering the fact I'm ALREADY freaking out and disgusted... should I or should I noT freak out even moRE?

Or is my imagination playing tricks on me and the whole photograph is equally blur?
Hmm...

Workaholic Files Part4

Sherve is currently listening to:

-Sunrise, by Norah Jones.
*click the play button to listen!*

It has been so long since I last blogged.
Phew... work has been EXTREMELY taxing.

I feel lethargic, listless and UNHEALTHY thanks to the constant fattening food,
consumed after extreme starvation thanks to my hectic schedule which does not permit me normal eating hours.

-_-

I end up eating my dinner at 11pm and by then I'm so hungry I eat 1 plate of carbonara and roti hawaii to top it all off at Murni's.
*btw, I'm so in love with roti hawaii right now, its an obsession :p*

Thats not even mentioning the zits *as you can see from the pic below* I have now thanks to my lack of sleep etc.


On another note, this is probably going to be the last "workaholic" post you see on my blog because I quit Topshop, effective from the 10th of August so that I have more time for the things more important..

like blogging. :p

It used to be unusual when I did noT update my blog last time with people coming up to me asking

"Sherve! your computer broke down is it? Why never update in 2 days??"

Now people say to me
"Sherve! You UPDATED! 0_O"




I also want to regain my life and do what I enjoy doing rather than slaving away under a bitchy bisexual manager
*yes, he IS bisexual but I think he's more gay than anything -_"*
and earning less than 1 pound an hour. *RM4.50 per hour, minus Insurance and EPF*

I bet I could use up my entire paycheque in less than a day in UK.


I digress from the whole "workaholic" topic.

A few days ago, I worked at this event as an usher.

An usher at this event being defined as the ever smiling "ke leh fe" lady dressed to the hilt who holds the lucky draw box.
Yes, just imagine the lady in the now defunct game show "Roda Impian" who goes and flips the letters open.

That was my job for the day.
My pay?

RM180.

According to the girls I work with, RM180 is nto very high for the job we did.
But heck, I have to work 4 days at Topshop to earn that kind of money so I AM happy.

Working at Topshop really taught me the value of money. :p

The job was really fun too.

I got to hold 5K worth of cash for the lucky draw and if you think that was something, the usher next to me was holding 20K worth of cash 0_o

Real, cold hard cash!

Too bad my dress was bra-less...
I would have stuffed some cash down my bra
hoho :p



The event was held at the Sunway Convention Center and this is where we got ready..


Some cacat store room without air conditioning.

Damn sad can die. -_-

All of us had to wear floor length black dresses and heavy HEAVY "smokey eyed" makeup.


The event itself was really glam though..
Something like a Hollywood award show with the crazy cheering fans.

The only variation was instead of hot movie stars we had fat old people. :p

It was great experience though and I wouldn't mind doing it again.

Til then, I can't wait for total boredom and lazing around after my Topshop stint ends.

:D




Byebye Topshoppe. :D

OMG I am SO pissed off.

My cousin brother who has been living with me for a year moved out and took MY phone cable along with him.

I had a TON of pictures to upload too.

WTF.

Damn fucking tulan.

Damn bad mood. : (