Just Because.

Awee lived up to his name yet again.
The goat defines the meaning of horny and dirty talk.

I swear, that guy has tits, ass (not only girls' ones mind you) and sex in his mind 24/7.
*and food too of cos =)*

Marcus, the goat and I were yamcha-ing at Williams when he randomly went,

Ehh, you know right the last time I worked in TGI Fridays with this noob waiter.

*Marcus and I were stoning*

Well, this old lady ordered food from him and she asked him what BLT Burger (Beef, Lettuce and Tomato) stood for.
He didn't know and came to ask me because he was too noob!
*at this point, Jason does his horny and smug know it all grin*

I told him lah... It stood for BIG, LONG, TITS.
and he went up to the old woman and said

BLT stands for Big Long Tits M'am.

The lady was soo shocked!! Old lady some more you know!!
*Bangs table laughing*

HuhHHhh O_o


More of my crazy friends at Andy's party!
*courtesy of Singz's cam*

Errr...... Contestants for Ms Malaysia! HAHAHA!

Our sad look! Check out Cheryl's face. She looks like she's having an orgasm or something 0=p

MY BROTHER's ALLERGIC REACTIONS TO ALCOHOL IS WORST THAN MINE
hahahahhahahahhahah!!!!!!

He got freaking drunk on THREE glasses.
Three.

and woke up the next day with rashes ALL OVER his body.

*GLOaT*GLOAT*GLoaT some more*

hohohoho
=p

Ignore me.
I'm just hyper over the fact that I can at least take alcohol better than some other random human 0=)

Marcus Got His Tattoo @ Borneo Ink

Maracus finally got his tattoo done.

Weewee and I posing!!

Outlining Marcus. =p

Getting paid to inflict pain... Every Sadist's dream job.
That had gotta f*cking huRT!!!

OuchOucHouchhh!!!

My Christmas Eve

Was spent
First at Chilli's for dinner with my dear dear friends
Azan, Cheryl, Joel, Lin, Ming, Singz, Uzzaam, Mich, Chee Hong and this guy whose name I didn't catch
heehee =p

Cheryl ang Ming Shen
Singz, Mich and Chee Hong
Singz, Mich and I
Prince Uzzaam and I.
Joel, Uzzaam and Lin.

Uzzaam and Lin.
Lin and Azan.
Check out Uzzaam's expression.

Reminds me of the Lion in Lion King. hahahaha

Later, Ming, Lin, Cher and I went to Breakers
We counted down to Christmas there.

Sexay Jia Meei and I

My precious girlfriends and I

Christmas Day 2005.

Uzzaam and Jia Meei

Then, we rushed to TTDI to Andy's party.

The "Crossed-Eyed-Bunny-Teeth" Look. Aku tak tahu buat!!! =((

I have no idea what look this is ahahha and yet again, aku tak tahu buat

Guess whose ass is whose. LOL

Xanne, Mich and I.

Keshia and I.

Ming.Sherve.Sarah.Thia.

Gay Bonding-The Highlight Performance for the night

Andy and us gurls-I guess he swings both ways =p

After that, I went to a purely DeeJay party at Seng Cheongz.

That guy arr.... notti nottY!

had a party when Pn Lam Fu Wah wasn't in

*shakes head*

The host-Lam Seng Cheong, Marcus and I

I pity his little brother!

Seng Tuck(the pint sized little boy 0=p) was scrunched on an armchair watching his brother's friends get drunk and gamble

Traumatic experience.

According to my bro, his new MSN nick-

*worst Christmas party ever*

Nat-the-gurl-who-left-us-for-China, Little Ol Moi, Zia zia Wen Wen, Johnsonthedrunkard (however, the rest of us look more drunk than Jon in the pic heh)

Jia Phin, Me, Aaron, Cher and Sal. Sal looks like he needs to pee in both pics! HAHAHA =p

Everyone once more plus Fabian

Koo Siew Li, Sheng Joule/Mafia Tailo and I
Two Gays, a Girl...

Nick Poon, Me and Debbie

Nick Poon and I

He looks soo smart in specs hahaa

Well, thats about it on how I spent my Christmas Eve.

Hung out with people who were dear to me. <3

I wish I could have hung out with Elaine, Emilie, Shwuch and all tho.

Didn't see them at ALL that day.

=(((

Elaine lah... study study study

*sigh*

She was reading FRANKENSTEIN when I called her at 12am

@#!$#$#$@

0_o

On another note,

Thank YOU.

Everyone who wished me Happy Birthday, Merry Christmas etc

Merry Christmas to you too =)

and err....

Happy Birthday... *Belated or Early, take your pick*

And Double thanks to those who gave me pressies!!

*I love pressiess*Swoons*

Doodahhdeedayy

One day til Christmas.

My stomach feels funny.
I don't know if its because I'm excited over Christmas
or because I had an overload of chocolate.
I think its the latter.
=p

Ms Read/Reed's (however u spell it) chocolate brownies rock.
hah. but you better share.
freaking jelak-ing. =/

I miss Joel.
a whole lot.
and he's gonna think I'm freaking stupid/weak/weird for posting it here.

Marcus wanted to get a tattoo done.

So we went to Borneo Ink @ Hartamas on Monday.

and realised that

*Borneo Ink is closed on Mondays =/*

So we went to Burger King instead to worship the fries.
hehe!

Ze Amazing Fry

~**Breakers for Pro-Am National Finals**~

Victor and Uzzaam were playing the Pro-Am Finals against this two guys.

They won! =)

2-1

*Joy to the world! ! =p*

I know the Pro-Am National Champs! hohoho 0=)

As per usual, the girls (minus Lin cos she was busy taking pics of the event) cam-whored while the match was going on.

After Breakers we went for dinner at SS3

Chicken Chops Galore!

muahahhaa

Elaine, Singz, and Cheryl joined us too.

In my car...

Proof That Guys are Vain and Cam-whore too

*-p

4 more days til Christmas!!!

Circus Freaks

I had a lunchie thingie at my place today.
With a few of my closest friends from high school.

Starring *DrumrollS!!!*

Shwuch was always straightforward.

Elaine sophisticated since day one (with big feet too! hahahaa!)

Emilie the bimbotic cheerleading co-captain.

Wee, as always.. retarded. (but he found a girlfriend in college! I guess God IS great wuahahhahaa 0=))

Marcus, still horny.

hohohoho =p

So out of character =p

Randomness.
Now that you know whats going on in my life..........

Reminder: Its 8 days to Christmas!!!

heehee *-p

Colour Me.

I realise I haven't been wearing makeup in eons.

Don't get me wrong.

I LOVE makeup.
I LOVE putting makeup on.
*Its like painting! hohohho!*

Its the removing part that I hate.

I dislike coming home at 4am and still not be able to crash straight to bed or even relax in the warm shower because I have to take off my mascara or eyeliner.
=(

If only there was a way to make everything stay permanently.

*The green eyeshadow is a tribute to Christmas! *beams proudly*

Merry X'Mas people!

*blows flying kisses*

Wake Me Up When December Ends

December has been cruel and unsymphetatic.

What usually is my favourite month of the year is now the most bleak.

My blog,
one of the places that has been my solace in so many things that occured during the past year has caused so much contraversy.

Please don't take my posts the wrong way.

What I write here doesn't neccessarily mean what you think.

But this will be my last emo post here.
I am never ever going to blog about my personal feelings ever.
It causes too much trouble.

Stupid blog.

I really don't feel like caring anymore.

Winter has arrived.

I Miss Them.

I miss the family!!!

I'm home sick at home =/

Vindicated

Over the weekend,
I thought and prayed about what happened.

I thank God for answering my prayers.

I was reminded that

SIN tempts us when we are the weakest.
In anger, we give in to our inner Hyde and lash out at people impulsively.
(Girls tend to do this aLOT. Our excuse? "PMS lah!!" Even when it sometimes isn't even NEAR thaT time of the month)
Loneliness makes you crave attention, sometimes even going to desdainful measures in doing so.
Hey, if there weren't lonely guys or even desperate horny women out there, there wouldn't be AIDS, stalkers.. and the hookers, gigolos and bapoks would be jobless...
Sadness leads us to confide things we usually keep behind closed doors.
Self pity forms the path to self destruction, suicide and self mutiliation.

SIN is deceptive.
It comes in nice packages.
How many times have you lied because it seemed like the simpliest way out?
How many times have you idled around because it seemed so much more enticing than work?
How many times have you sinned because it was too alluring?
I have,
many times too.

There is no BIG sin or small sin.
A sin is a sin.
If you steal a piece of candy,
you sin.
If you kill a man,
it is still sin.
Sin cannot be measured and I certainly don't think that there is a court in hell where you are judged for the heaviness of sin you committed.
At least not in Christianity.
You just burn in hell if you don't repent. =/
Horrific eyh?
Not being sorry for stealing a pack of Wrigley's gum would amount to the same punishment as not being remorseful for killing someone. *musing*

Sin is hypocritical.
You sin and yet you turn around and point fingers at someone for sinning.
Not realising that four fingers are pointing back at yourself.

Sin makes you hurt the people closest and dearest to you.

If I could turn back time,
there would be many things I wish I could fix.

Starting from not being so spoilt with my mom,
Being nicer to my younger sister,
Showing my brother how much I really do love him.

Not opening my big mouth when I wasn't supposed to,
Not making up little white lies...

Unfortunately, I can't.

I can't change the past, but with the lessons I have learnt,
I believe I can build a better future.

So far, I have been pretty good at not repeating my mistakes which I have been really rueful of.
I pray that God gives me the strength to continue doing so.

If I was in fact making the same mistake,
I honestly didn't think I was.

and I was also saddened at some baseless accusations.

You called me many things.
You made me believe I was.
Almost.

I'm not accusing,
nor am I bitter.

Because when it comes down to it all only God has the rights to judge us.

and I believe that his eyes do not even judge.

I won't even bother defending myself.
Not because I can't but because I don't see the rationale of bringing up good deeds or whatsoever that I have done just to illustrate my point.

I admit to my mistakes.
I pray and I know He forgives.

and because of that,
I forgive myself.

The things I am not,
I stand before His eyes,
even if its not before most people,

Vindicated.

The Practice

woo!!!! all so serious!!

Lawyers know how to have fun too you know =p

Untitled.

I typed a whole super assed long post on how I felt about recent happenings.
I deleted it because I don't think an explanation or whatsoever would be sufficient.

I am really sorry.

I feel so ugly inside now.

It hurts the most when it comes from the people closest and dearest to you because they are the ones who know you the best.

Post Secret

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Click on the link.
They have much muCH more pics there.

These are real secrets posted by real people.
Some really hit the spot.
=/

At least I know I'm not alone in my problems haha!

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