BloodBath@Zouk

It was SCARY
With Ghosts, Ghouls, 'Kiong Si's', Mummies, Goths, A dead schoolgirl, Giles. (LOL!)

It was like some underground demon party.

Freaking coolness I tell you!~


TEASER!!! TEASER!!!

This is what I went as...

Marcus, The Gift From God and I, The Ultimate Curse From The Evil One. 3=)

MORE PICS COMING UP!

All Hallows Eve

I was Google-ing Halloween costumes for Zouk's Halloween Event

and

WOO

Guess what I founD...

I have always wanted to play doctor/nurse. *-p

WAYYYYYYY TOO SLUTTY.... Ick.

Much better. *Beams*Sexy Schoolgirl nyahahahhahaa 0=)
I LOVEE this one... Angel. *Droolssssssssss*
This one is pretty sexay too. Policewoman!

I still don't know what to wear!!! HALP!!!!! *jumps around*

Ribbons.

My mood just took a 180 degree turn.

Brandon showed me this site and it made me feel really sick.

A picture from the site. Click on the link above to view the full site.

Not because it was so nauseating.
Not because it was freakingly bloody
but because that boy didn't know the slightest bit how to appreciate life as it is.

It made me want to cry.

I prayed for the kid.
and I hope God will show a sign on how he can be helped.
(that is if he IS still alive.)

Even a small thing can make a huge difference.

I read about the Yellow Ribbon Campaign somewhere.
Its something like the Pink Ribbon Campaign, but instead of cancer patients,
this one is for suicide victims or for those who comtemplate suicide.

I'll blog about it some other time.

Its 3am in the morning.

I really feel so down.

Maybe its too late.

Universities

"When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, what will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?..."

Hey Sara, sara (or however you spell it) was one of my favourite songs growing up.
My mom used to sing it to me and I even had a cassette! *beams* 0=)

I'm a VERY fickle minded person.
I choose one thing and switch to another in a split second.

Which is why....

I can NEVER get a tattoo.
I didn't pierce my nose on impulse.
I take so long to get ready.
I find it so touGh to decide on what to study.

When I was a little Sherve, I always wanted to be a doctor.
My reason?

To cure everyone in the world of their suffering, misery.
Most of all, to make sure my family members never, ever die.

How naive.
How selfless. =/

And then I grew up.
And realised that maybe being a doctor wouldn't really do.

I don't mind disgusting or gory things
but animals, or rather, touching animals just freaked me out.
That ruled out Biology and that Phd =p

After thinking through jobs like (seriously!)

A wedding planner
tour guide
criminologist
newscastor (anchorwoman baybeh~!)
and a whole lot more unconventional jobs.

I decided to be boring (heehee *-p)
and choose the most conventional job-tha- every-parent-would-adore eveR!

Drumrollllllllllllllllllllllllllll.................
I decided to studyyy

LAW.

*Applause*

muahahahaha 3=)

(Although I still don't know for surE if its going to be the career of my choice =/)

Now comes the easy part of selecting Universities and raising my close-to-failing grades to straight A's for my forecast.

HMM.
Wish me luck. hehe.

Indulgences of a Reformed Shopaholic.

October kicked off with a pretty bleak start.

I crashed my car.
My maid ran away.
My skin was breaking out horribly.

You get the picture.

When Sherve is depressed, she goes shoppinG~! =)

My purchases in October.

The first thing I bought this month!

Esprit Messenger Tote for college! My old Esprit Pink Sling Bag practically looks run over by a steam engine.

A Pink Guess Handbag! <3>

Flintstone Necklace *-p (Doesn't this just remind you of the Flintstones?) Saw it on pinkshoefetish's blog and fell in love with it!~

Choker from Curve Flea Market. The lace is soooo sexayyy *drools......*

I also bought a few tops...

I didn't take pictures of them cos that would mean taking them out of my neatly arranged closet. 0=)

Another bracelet! I'm so into wrist and neck accessories now! =)

This one was from Elaine, Bangkok.

Pretty, pretty~ *Beams Happily.*

A PLACE SHERVE-COMMENDS TO EAT:

SS3 for Chicken Chops!

Jon drove Ming Shen, Fen Jim and I there yesterday. Droolific!! and it was only RM5 per chicken chop~ 0_o

*Mayang has new Foosball Tables~! Better than Giles house, better than HELP's foosball tables anyday. =)*

Bad Hair Day(s)

Because I was having a really bad hair month,
and a SUPER DUPER bad hair week, I kept my hair in a ponytail practically every single second I was out.

And as anyone who knows me or seen me with my hair up knows,
my ears stick out...


This would not do in the long run.

*I can just imagine the names people would call me! (gasps in horroR)*
I already have more than one btw.. LEgolas, Smeagol, Gimli, elf, santa's little helper.... *rolls eyeS*

So..... I decided to go get my precious hair pampered. 0=)

The hairdresser commented at LEAST 10 times on how DRY my hair was.
"Why leave your mask in for only 5 minutes?? Sometimes I leave mine in for the whole day!"

"Aiya... must use serum after you wash your hair okay?"

"Wahh.. your hair very, very dry arr (for the gazillionth time) I put so much treatment just now... and your hair sucked it ALL up"

0_o

After about 2 hours, I came out with my hair A TEENY BIT better.

HmM.. I think I better go get treatment done next week again. =p

And I really like having people wash my hair for me.

Muahahhahahaa

Money well spent I say. 3=)

OOPS *-p

I'M SO HEAVY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

You really wouldn't believe my weight now.

*checks weighing scale again, hoping something is broken*

Anyway, I went to the gym with Ashley Chan and Ming Shen and worked out for 2 hours!
*which is probably the longest I've ever worked out non-stop heehee 0=)*

I ran on the treadmill.
Did the cycling machine.
Stair-climber.
Ab-lifter.
Arm-buster.
Or whatever you call all those machines =p.

Then the gym instructer asked us to go kickbox with him.

Ashley went first.
It seemed fun. =)

So I decided to try.

Kick, kick, kick.
Punch, punch, punch.

OopS.
I kicked the gym instructer's balls. 0_o

*hides face in embarrasment*

Then, I went to Williams with Ee Lin, Uzzaam, Ali and Brandon and had a whole plate of Carbonara.

Now I weigh more than before. =/

Owh well..
so much for losing weight. =p

Pictures

ZITTTTT~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! *soB*
So I used my hair to cover it NGekS *-p
Bday Boy!
Giles house. Sherve.Jin Shern.Jon.

The Thin Line

Wei San's post really hit close to home.

A few years back, I was always the one strongly against smoking, drugs, drinking... you name it.

I remember swearing to myself I wouldn't even date a guy who did those things.

The irony.

One by one, I watch my childhood friends fall into Satan's trap, literally killing themselves slowly with cigarettes, alcohol and getting high on drugs.

I admit, I'm no holy angel either.

I'm guilty of a few sticks, a few drinks.

I'm standing firm on the no drug rule though.

Although that time at Giles party, when Sehen and all were taking weed in my face, the 'dare-devil-try-everything-at-least-once' Sherve was really tempted to ask

"One puff please"

instead, what came out was

"You guys arr..... don't. Please."

Us teenagers don't feel it yet. We're at the peak of our lives and someone is telling us that these things we do are going to kill us.

We still do it anyway because we don't really feel the pain.

NO FEAR.

Do we actually wake up the next morning after a stick of cigarette, coughing blood?
Or after a round of cocktails, drinks and all fall down to the floor, a burning pain coarsing through our bodies?

Of course not.
Because the effect is long term.

Peer pressure, stress, girl/guy problems... Is it worth it?

Yet another one of my relative is dying from cancer.

Breast cancer, my aunt.

Finding out really blew my mind.

I thought she was recovering.

I guess you'll never know....

Mozzie.

This post is dedicated to my biatch.

In form 1,
I: was the sohai that talked freaking loud and laughed non-stop.
(Until teacher had to make me stand in front of class and I was STILL laughing)
You: were so super quiet sitting down at the corner of the classroom in your baju kurung.
I always thought you were pretty.
Since the first day I saw u. (damn.. this sounds kinda lesbo HAHAHA)
I remember asking you if you were on TV before because your face looked so familiaR~!!
So weird how the two of us started hanging out more and more,
creating a bond of friendship.

Remember how you used to lie to your mom that you were coming to my house and then going off to 1u?
Sneaking out to 1u.. how wilD. *rolls eyes*



I feel so helpless now, watching you take one blow after another.

I'd share your pain if I could. Really.

Oh well, guys ALWAYS come and go.

I think time has sort of proven that fact *-p

Throughout our years together, we've been going through guys and phases of fashion, life, craziness, immaturity (mostly from me, you were always the auntie =p)

We'll survive babe. =)

Seven things.

SEVEN THINGS....

Seven things that scare me.

1. getting fat. like.. obese fat. 0_o

2. the supernatural.

3. being friendless, left out and alone

4. my parents in a bad mood.

5. Judgement day. 0=p

6. animals.. that are too hyperactive. and animals that bite.

I love fish though.. hehehe

7. bad hair days.

Seven things I like

1. the happy feeling from endorphins after working out

2. clothes

3. feeling thin

4. eating my favourite food yumm

5. shopping

6. wrist accesories

7. hot hunks nyahahaha 3=)

important things in my room

1. my bed. I do everything on it. HW, read, study.. u name it..

2. closet. where all my wonderful clothes are. HMM actually most of my clothes are on my bEd =p

3. air con

4. radio

5. pillow n bolster. and my blankie

6. my mirroRs. I worship them.

7. my bedroom slippers...

Seven random facts about me

1. Some ppl say I laugh like I'm having a seizure.

2. my ears stick out..like an elf

3. I do alot of dumb, childish stuff. 'just for fun'

4. I talk alot when I'm in the mood.

5. If I'm tired or sleepy, I clam up and show my pei face =)

6. I dance in front of my mirror in my lingerie HAHAHA

7. I love sleeping and eating.

Seven things I plan to do before I die

1. get a great outfit to die in

2. pray to God

3. tell everyone I love that I love them.

4. kiss and hug my mom and dad, brother.

5. Ask people who don't like me to forgive me for whatever I've done wrong to them.

6. donate everything I have to charity.

7. advice people I care about not to kill themselves by smoking *BIG HINT*

Seven things I can do

1. run on the treadmill for 5 minutes LOL

2. give speeches.

3. I'm a jack of all trades but master of none. I do ALOT of things (eg. Dota, Foos, Bball etc) but I'm not good at any of them =p

4. eat alot.

5. crack lame jokes heehee 0=)

6. Dance in heels for a LONG LONG time. and run in heels like tze ching too =)

7. irritate the HELL out of ppl.

Seven things I can't do

1. cook.

2. multitask. i get irritated easily.

3. shop without the urge to buy something.

4. dance seductivelY nyahahahha =ppp

5. not sweat.

6. study for a long time.

7. drive properly.

Seven things I say the most

1. seriously....

2. OWHHH

3. yeah right.

4. RIGHTTTT

5. fine.

6. damn

7. okayyyyyyy

Seven people who will have to do this:

1. whoever laa hahah i think practically EVERYONE has done it. =p

Randomly: I LOVE Longest Yard~!!!!!! A must watch with friends.

Andd....... the Abercrombie tank top I wanted is sold out in my size~!!!!!!! dammittttttttt *soBs*

Birthday, birthday. =)

Fei Yi's Birthday.

Each and everyone at Fei Yi's Bday lunch at TGIF. Thanks again boy~! yUmMMMm *-p
Food, Food, FOOD~!!!! A pig, Pui Ee who is the birthday gurl today (04/10)*HAPPY BDAY BABE~!!!!!!!!!* and the guy who almost killed me with his kau kau modified car. =p

Ps. I have a confession... I actually ate a whole pack of chicken rice before going to the lunchie thing... and I had a whole other meal there again~!!!! hahahaha The mudpie was fantabulouS~!!!! *droolllllllllllllll..........*

Ash's Bday

Posers in the middle of the mall.

Lunch at Secret Recipe. Thanks again Ashley!

Elaine.Adrienna.JunChin.Sherve.Ash.

Something Totally Unrelated:

I just dreamt that I owned a walk in closet. A HUGE WALK IN CLOSET. dammit. I'm so jealous of people with walk in closets. I spent my WHOLE dream trying on clothes. *jumps up and down* Dang... hehehehe 0=)